sometimes i open my window at night just to make sure that the rest of the world is alive. the sounds of car engines and dogs barking are suddenly soothing to me. i no longer feel alone yet i still feel as alone as ever. someone's car engine dies off and i shudder as i hear a car door slam. the sound of that person's footsteps grow louder. "i missed you" he says to someone greeting him at his front door i assumed. there is no response.